You are not alone.

Dear Beloveds,There are many thoughts I have....it's been awhile since I've taken time to write here.I've had dreams of you recently, and those dreams fill my heart with joy and anticipation.  Your daddy and I have been praying for you and talking about how exciting it will be to finally see you face to face.  Only God knows right now how much time that will take. And I'm ok with that, because I've learned (and will probably have to keep learning) how His timing is always right.  I know it and I trust it. And I"m sure when the days get closer to meeting you face to face, I may second-guess that truth. I may need to be reminded by His word and His people that His timing is right.  I've had moments of ache for you, but mostly moments of wonder...amazed that one day we will hold you and call you son (and/or daughter).My prayer tonight is that you, if you're alive today, would know His DEEP, unending, unrelenting love for you.  That you would feel Him surround you, project you, love and nourish your heart and soul and body.  That there is someone taking care of you and holding you when you need it. That your heart would be protected from any lies that you are unwanted, unloved, or too alone.  And if you're old enough to understand what is going on, that God would quiet you with His love, and that you can be sure that there are people who are waiting for you- to call you their own.We love you.